18 April 2007

Dilemma and the Lighter Side of…

Filed under: Musings from Transit, Musings in Poetry — confucianbrewer @ 5:50 pm

Brewed Beverage of Choice:  Dharma Bum IPA in an Imperial Pint Glass

Over the past few years I have become used to living a simple life without a car, a digital camera, a laptop (good one…), and any of life’s “luxuries.”  I do not mind because most of the time I really do not desire any of these objects.  I have a great job, good friends, an awesome dog, and an awesome family.  What more do I really need?  But now I sit here on a sunny Wednesday afternoon with a dilemma:  get a new and desperately needed bike or get a new and desperately needed education in brewing.

With the dentist bills mounting, as well as the usual other bills we all have, I have to decide on a newer bike - mine has not been the same since I had an accident - or spend the same money on a deposit for a Concise Brewing Course at Siebel Institute in Chicago.  For the past several weeks I have been working on the application for the Glen Hay Falconer Memorial Scholarship which would pay for the course at Siebel.  By the beginning of the week I had come to realize that along with the application they require a deposit to accompany all the other materials.  The newer bike was looking more like the option to go with.  That is, until this afternoon.

While at work, I discovered a letter in my mailbox.   It was from the HQ, leading to me to respond, “What did I do now.”  But before I opened it, it dawned on me that this was the Letter of Recommendation from the General Manager of the Breweries.  Crap!  So I opened and read what my boss had written.  Shite!  With one fell swoop, his words clouded the decision between bike and education.

As a Confucian, one cannot be too educated.  As a bike commuter, one cannot be too comfortable.  See my dilemma?  If I get the scholarship, I get to go to Chicago for two weeks…PAID!!!  If I do not get it, then they hold the deposit for 4 years until I take the course.  If I get the bike…well…I get to ride to work in comfort.  Either way I cannot lose in my mind.  Unfortunately for me, the deadline for the application is Friday.  And so my next few hours are going to be decisive.

So as I leave you to go decide, I leave you with some words inspired by Ryokan.  The last post was just too deep, so I thought I could turn to the lighter side of life.  So enjoy!  Because for the next few hours I will not be able to.

Prost!

the confucian brewer with a dilemma

Enticed by her beauty.
My friend remarks
on the technical reasons
for the sway of a woman’s hips,
while I stare at the metronome
of her gentle stride.
Even in simplistic admiration,
we are still little pigs!

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